I swear it always happens. The kids end up gone for the night and hubby is always at work now. It happens so often now it’s not even cool anymore.
So why can’t this work like this when he’s home? He was home last night and daughter was at friends, but son’s friend waited to call him until tonight. Now I’m up watching cheesy tv alone and off to bed really soon. I’m bored. lol
Thankfully my dogs are here to keep me company and I’ll let them sleep on the bed tonight. I don’t usually let them at night anymore cause the little things take up too much bed and I’m left uncomfortably trying to sleep. It’s nights like this that bug me. 
You know sometimes I have these lonely nights when the kids are spending the night at my moms house, and mine are so little that it really ends up being a nice break for me.
But I can imagine how hard it might be if it were to keep on happening. Lately I have been missing Shaun a lot too but it would be even more difficult if I didn’t have the kids keeping me busy.
It always stinks going to bed alone though…I don’t think I will ever get past that. I usually find myself up late at night working or reading.
Yeah, I’m working hard at getting used to the fact that I just will never get used to him being gone overnight.
As the kids get more of a life I believe I will need to as well. It would be very easy for me to call my friend and hang with her for a few hours. Her little one is 2 1/2, so she’s usually at home and hubby’s work the same shift.
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