Today starts the new set. This is always a good/bad thing. I know he’s happy to be at work and I do love that he’s there. It gets difficult with so many days off at home.
But it also means the lack of sleep is back. I have no idea why it started. Now I need to start off with I had sleeping issues to begin with and insomniac tendencies. So I’m sure that this is part of the issue. Of course I’m an internet addict and need to get off my computer in order for things to be better. But if he’s not home, not only do I not feel that I need to go to bed because no one is there to know, but once in bed I have a really difficult time getting to sleep.
Now for the record and I am not ready to talk about it yet on this blog, this issue started before our Chief’s death. So it was not the mortality that was slapped in my face that started it. Yes, I’m sure it doesn’t help it, but it was not the beginning of it. I didn’t consciously see a difference in my sleep pattern back 8ish months ago when it started. I don’t feel that I’m worried about hubby. I know he’s safe, but I guess I must be more worried than I thought?
I get a lot of work done when he works. I watch a lot of movies. Many times it’s ok, but the kids are getting their own lives now. So if the kids are gone a lot and he takes any overtime I have started getting lonely.
This weekend is all about family, so even if he works extra the kids and I are booked up with stuff to do. I’m going to work on it being a great weekend. Wonder what movies I’m behind on? 
