Here’s the deal, I am deeply ingrained in the cops. I mean deeply, damn it I have some that are like brothers and I have a couple like sisters. I’m in the service industry completely. So, while I am a firefighter wife I hurt right now for the fallen officers family.

It has been 15 years since the last death of SPD. I remember the last death, I was pregnant at that time. The wife has come out with official statements and set out to help the family with their grief. That is one hell of a woman. I applaud her and wish her support. To go through this with a family is a high undertaking and to even suggest that she would help is so much. I can’t understand how it would affect her again as they are both senseless deaths.

But the update on the fallen Seattle officer? It was an assassination It was planned out. I can’t help but look at the gang initiation rights it probably brought as I understand that the gang activity is up again. There are places I understand I will not be able to go for a couple of years now because of gang activity. I have a mouth and hubby can’t get me out of my mouth if they have a gun, doesn’t matter how big he is. lmao K, not funny really, but it’s true and I understand that I can not go there for a while and it sucks!

But the other officer in the car was a 6 month rookie and from all accounts she rocked it. I’m impressed and so happy. I only know one other female officer and my girl ROCKS my world so I was happy to hear another incredible account in the field. I’m also happy to hear that she is doing ok. I’m not sure if she really is as we strong women are very good at hiding it, but so far so good.

I have another post planned because I’m ticked off about his memorial. But for now I want to send the most well wishes to his family. Much deep love and the hurt from the bottom of my heart. I wish I could give her a hug and take away some pain. I hope that she has someone with her that is doing just that.